Verse:
All of my life all up
Why am I not falling in love?
I want to want you but my heart won’t trust
It always hits me like this
The same old way
Chorus: x2
I want to love you but my untrusting pattern
Holds me back
Convince my heart to try again
Verse:
Just speak to me
Maybe your voice will make it clear
Please at least just try
So be honest, save me
I want to believe in us
This house is a home of damn habit
Because my heart won’t let me trust
I want to want you
I want to believe in us
I want to believe in us
Chorus: x2
I want to love you but my untrustful pattern
Holds me back
Convince my heart to try again
Verse:
I want to
Before I mess up your life
I can’t seem to fall again
I can’t seem to fall again
How can it strike this way?
It always does
I can’t open up because my heart won’t let me trust
Pattern of safety over
I guess you should try to forget me
Chorus: x2
I want to love you but my untrustful pattern
Holds me back
Convince my heart to try again
Bridge:
Untrusting pattern
Convince my heart to try again
Again